Are All Writers This Boorishly Self Important?
and self destructive?
I had been working away on my typewriter for a couple of hours when he walked in.
“Write me,” he said, smirking at me.
I paused and looked at him through my lashes. “But we only just met,”
He came in again the week after, his hair was tied in a short ponytail with a blue elastic band. “Write me,”
I stopped writing for a moment. “Write with me.” I replied, tilting my head sideways.
He came in the next day and started reorganizing his wallet. “Write me,”
“Inspire me,” I said, almost purring.
He looked up, saw I was looking directly at his black card and laughed.
Two days later, he came in with a desk and put it in front of mine. “Write me,” he said after he set up and sat behind his typewriter.
“No.” I was resolved.
Suddenly, he was always around. He sat at his desk behind his typewriter, while I wrote behind mine. His typewriter was directly across from mine. If I looked up, we always made eye contact.
I kept writing and didn’t respond—was he even writing me?
Occasionally he would start typing rapidly, that was the only time I didn’t feel like he was paying attention to what I was doing.
One day he slammed his palms against his desk and came around to mine.
He leaned into my ear, “Write. Me.”
He said it softly.
I pretended I didn’t hear him and started typing again.
I wrote in pen when I was in bed, which was a lot more often since he showed up. The pen nib gently scratching against the notebook distracted me from the pain in my temple. “Write me,”
I gripped the side of my head and continued what I was working on.

